Why do I have to live this way?
Which has my life chosen this path?
I'm getting more insane everyday,
how can't you see that?
How can't you see, what have i done?
I'm standing before you, looking down.
I have nowhere else left to run,
everyday I just wait for the dawn.
I don't want to cry any more,
crying is for the weak and helpless.
my whole body feels so sore
as I lay in the bed, restless.
I don't want to think or move further,
I almost can't feel my hearbeats.
My mind is getting more darker,
as i'm in my room, on my seat.
I'm not lonely, but i'm depressed.
I'm not poor, but i'm not rich.
Everything I've tried has not successed.
And as they say: I'm a total bitch. |