| Today, I faced the real truth,
I finally know who You really are.
Words are meaningless, they've disappeared from my mouth,
They said that You never really cared.
Shocked, I stand in the cold rain,
people passing me by, even they cared more than you did.
Fists closed, shaking, hot blood pulsing in my veins,
my anger is growing, from it You feed.
I loved, I trusted, my heart was pounding,
now everything is replaced with emptiness.
I was Your favourite toy, You were the toddler playing.
What's going on with me? It's a total mess.
I fell into a deep black cold hole,
before I fall deeper, please hear my words:
You were the one, who kept me whole,
You were my only one, You were my world.
Please, get me out of this neverending pit,
I'll do anything for You, I'll be Your everything.
But still, You're standing at the edge, not giving a sh*t.
Searching for a hope, which to I could cling,
I haven't got any more time to decide,
whether to wait for You, or expect nothing,
I finally see an escape: ending my life with suicide.
As a white angel, I tear off my wings.
I see it now, I see everything clearly,
I see, the world is just a place for evil,
but now I have no more fear, You see?
In here, You can find only questions and devils.
I reach out the knife, You gave it to me.
I feel the cold steel breaking its way
through my skin and flesh. Oh what a pity.
Tell me, isn't life just a game to play? | | armastus, mäng, elu, surm | | Lisas: LizzieLike @ 2010-09-05 | Hinne: 2.75 |
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