I look into the past, I see only
pain, fake happiness, more pain and misery.
I feel so broken, helpless and lonely,
I wish I could erase all of these memories.
Walking without a direction between
thousands of roads, streets, broadways.
The future of mine just can't be seen.
And I wait the passing of more days.
I stop and take all my might to stare
into the cold dark sky to see the stars.
Do You remember how happy we were?
And all of this, it could've been ours.
You said You loved me but I don't believe You.
You never gave me a sign that You meant it.
But honestly, I really, truly love You so.
I don't care who You are together with.
I don't care if You don't love me.
I don't care if You don't want to se me.
I don't care who You are pretending to be.
I love You no mater what. Can't you see?
F*ck this world, I won't live it through,
I'm standing on the rooftop,
and I hope You will let me go.
Finally I let my body drop.
I'm free, I'm flying, I gaze into the sky,
I see your face, I feel like I'm dreaming.
I see that the height was not too high,
but still, I'm dying, it's what for I've been dreading... |
